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Trapped in my own mind,
Some sanity I'll never seem to find .
Voices contest and press me from the inside.
Loaded the 6 shot saviour put it to my own fucking head.
The lies aside, I could never kill what's already dead.
Don't save my life, don't try to fix my blackened mind.
Just let me end the hatred that I've felt inside.
And at the end of the night, I want my grave 6 feet high.
Bury me alive,
I'm searching inside, for what I've become, I've never felt so numb.
These demons turn into me,
I was fucked from the start, I never learnt to see it.
I'm living in my own hell,
Simply in my mind and forced to dwell,
and I can't take anymore.
I've come to terms that I'm a dead man.
Left like this, I watched as you ran.
Complete desolation, death is my only enemy.
Please give me some release,
I've tried, but the devil won't take me.
Death is upon us.
Can't stand the sight of you no more.
Only the thought of you,
Dead on the floor.
released May 23, 2014
Written by Allies to the Adversary
Recorded by Brendon Padjasek at Vace Recordings, Toronto