Anesthesia (ft. Brendon Padjasek)

from Deathbed by ALLIES

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I’ve lost my mind
I’ve have slipped to far behind
Someone end it all
I just want to die
Maybe one day it will go away
But the voices inside will truly decide.


Underneath the blackened sky
I sit back and ask myself why
How could this be?
You were everything and more to me

I've spent these days trying to cope with the thoughts that rot my head
This song is for you and what you put me through
Now you are all alone with nothing

Deep in my mind I try to fucking hide
From who I am inside
But that I can't decide
As I fade away from this life time
I apologize for leaving you behind

Take this apology
Stop grieving on the past
Skin through every line
And let the imagery take over
Let it consume your thoughts
There's no hope left in these notes

Do you speak the truth?
And nothing but the truth
Corrupted lies and agony

As death takes one step forward
Ready to vanquish my soul
I let go and feel the tranquility
Of the shadow that covers this earth

As the numbness fills my body
He walks away with his pride
I lose all of my senses seeing, hearing,
This is my goodbye.

This is my goodbye

Keep your rancid mouth shut



from Deathbed, released April 20, 2015
Produced by Brendon Padjasek at Vace Recordings
All music and lyrics written by Allies to the Adversary


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